say what you want

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 06:39:03 GMT

tonight was more amazing than i thought it would be- i had an awesome day at work, got paid - ate delicious food and hung out with jordans extended family(some of the best times ever)went out to eat with jordan dan and jodor. had good convo's had good heart to hearts and best thing is tomorrow i get to work ( im actually excited about work becuase it was a good day) and i get to see my ladies(kelly & rachel) and its a show.

God is so good to me
love you baby

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 06:22:30 GMT

i think iam retarded

note to self: drink more water

i miss rachel and kelly :-(

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 18:33:02 GMT

noods was dead
sent home early

best-day-of-my-life

CHOW TIME

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 20:42:46 GMT

christmas eve was wonderful! went shopping and went to jordans - was surprised by the fact that my lovely boy shaved his face completly and got a wonderful hair cut. im so proud of him commiting to the allience and actually completing 3 months without shaving- shows that my boy is commited and you know what commitment means ;-)! spent most of the eveing with the bakers we went to candle light service at Calvary and then i went home. had a wonderful dinner with no fighting and then me and meagan and hannah made like 200 cookies and i taught them how to decorate them and it was a family time, which was amazing. Christmas morning we all had to be up by 930AM becuase meagan was going to celebrate with Josh's family- and we wanted to open presents together. i got some pretty amazing things. my family is amazing we are provided with everything and it just is a cozy feeling. i got some spending money to shop and i got a little green baby nano ipod whom i love so dearly much. some cds and pirates 3! i got lots of little things + a fisheye macro lense for my cam:-)

jordans coming over tonight for christmas dinner and Wii!
God you are so amazing thank you for everything you have provided me with, the physical things and the comfort that i live with daily, always knowing that you are watching and looking down on me. i hope i bring you praise dearly. i love you! happy birthday Jesus!

what did you get?!

grow up, and party somewhere else. pLEASE

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 05:26:03 GMT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRD0sCLmGmo
watch that, i promise you will not be dissapointed!

happy birthday Jesus!

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 15:05:37 GMT

just a little bit tired of everything, i just need a day to relax- today is christmas eve eve jordan shaves his face on christmas day and thats 2 days away.another good thing about christmas is Jesus Christ

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 19:12:45 GMT

GOD is SO amazing!

so much stuff to do this weekend
so little time
i have so many pictures to upload

praise God, christmas is in 3 days
and i havent gotten anybodys presents started yet:-)
im so good at life!

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 01:16:07 GMT

Lifetime Fitness is AMAZING!

finally got my membership today!
i worked out for 40 minutes of cardio
hit the weights and steamroom

i feel awesome-- i burnt over 400 calories
im going again in the morning to kick start
a very eventfull day.

thursday i work basically all day
11am-2pm
5pm-close(9:30ish)

oh well i need the monies
im pumped for this weekend
parties - shows - people - fun

wow im in a way better mood than yesterday!

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 06:45:00 GMT

well I don't really know why I bother SO much.
bother with people, with planning things, with making things
with anything. you just flat out ruin my mood

sorry im stressed
last workout tomorrow on my 1 month membership pass
then im going to get my lifetime membership ( family membership)
started on wednesday. im excited.

at least ill feel good about myself
until you tear me down again

ooooh boy,im going to get started on rachel & kelly's presents right now!

i have a Tour of the campus at The Art Institute in Novi friday morning with jordan! im so excited

edit: ps. this entry doesn't have anyting to do with a certian event haha

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 17:11:51 GMT

i just get upset somtimes when i feel left out by people who are close to me. oh well. i work today and everybody has the day off, booo. well me and jordan watched over 10 hours of Lost Last night we are on disk 3 of season 3, its pretty much amazing. i work 5-8 today, maybe 5-9 i dont remember. IM so glad school is done, but now with that stress done other people cause me to be stresssed for noooooo reason. 8 days till christmas- and i havent done ANY shopping ooop

whatever youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu stress me OUT
i <3 the snow
i <3 my 4 wheel drive

my porch at 2am

jordans beard - which will no longer exsist after christmas day (8days)

this was during thanksgiving when rich jordan and tim were playing TGBC songs in the bakers living room

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 15:13:38 GMT

the only eventfull thing that happend last night was dan falling off the stage and about a million little scene people moshing to GLV, and melanie came.

i dont want to work this morning 11-3
but i get my pay check

i have lots of pics to update- ill do that later!

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 06:22:38 GMT

For we know how dearly
God loves us, because
he has given us the Holy Spirt
to fill our hearts with his love
Romans 5:5

i made that banner :-)
took the pictures and all!

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 21:11:38 GMT

good ole TGBC -- some lame stuff is happening in my life right now. BUT good news is that my parrents got a family gift and we all decided that we want a Family Lifetime Membership! which is awesome last night at the gym i burned over 300 calories! and i eat healthier and everything i just feel really good about myself. i only have 1 more final left- computer and im in a group and we just give a group presentation. woo hoo i love powerpoint finals! tomorrow is the all day bake-a-thon at rachels, im car pooling out to south lyon with kell :-) so excited i love my bestfriends!

tonight is middle school torrid. and the LAST KID NATION! i love that show so much every wednesday night the bakers TV-O it and me jordan richie evan and jamie moore always go and watch it. oh and lost season 3 came out on DVD.

accomplishments lately: finally finished stargirl ( it takes me SO long to read books becuase i think ihave ADD)
got my first pay check from Noodles & Company ( yet i have not picked it up yet haha)
grown my hair out ( ill post picutes on how much my hair has grown out since the last time i cut it prob about 3 inches)
built up enough self endurence to run distance now and push myself to work out ( i can actually see significat difference in the way my body works and looks now)

oh i got a macro & fisheye lens for christmas!
and the song White Houses- By Vanessa Carleton gives me the coziest feelings ever!

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 17:21:25 GMT

i love reading books that make me feel genuinly different after ive read it. everybody has read the book "Stargirl" and i just read it for the frist time. GOSH i want to be STARGIRL so bad, she doesnt care about ANYBODY, she LOVES EVERYBODY, she does not get jealous, or angry. Stargirl is such a magical book i just cannot stop smiling because i love how it makes me feel. such a childish book-- most people read it in middle school i find it SO captivating. it makes me want to re-invent my life!starting today im going to plan on trying to make everything be so much more positive-- i will be more positive. i love when i have eye opening experiences i just want to share them with you guys!

read stargirl by Jerry Spinelli, and if you have read it before, read it again. its magical. :-)

todays such a beautiful day -- even though its sleeting :-)

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 05:56:44 GMT

people are annoying.
im glad i have amazing bestfriends like jordan and kelly and racheland rich ( somtimes, but we fight alot hahahahahah)

im glad some people are starting to grow up.

i love that i only have 1 final left, and its on tuesday. and 8am then im FREE

i work tomorrow and i get paid on tuesday! hooray then i get to go christmas shopping for da besties i wanna spoil them

then on wednesday i have torrid, i love hanging out with the middle schoolers ahah and playing games.

then THURSDAY -- ALLLLL DAY BAKE-A-THON at rachels :-)! i finallllly will learn how to cook like a pro. and see rachels mom at her best ( the lady that is SERIOUSLY making my wedding cake) i even have a pic of somthing she made before and its amaammamamamamzing. i guess i have a few pictures i SHOULD post.

soooo here we GO

rachel on her mac :)

the cake of a cat that rachels mom made herrr OOOOH LITTLE BABY CHARLIE

oooh rich and tim

THATS ALL i had more by photobucket=gay

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:10:19 GMT

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,316244,00.html

the article is about YWAM Denver -- i went on my mission trip this past summer here at this location. Their was a shooting on sunday night 2 people were killed ( they were leaders possibly for my trip, could know them )and 2 people were wounded. They has a man hunt to find him, and still have yet to find the shooter. READ THE ARTICLE.

Also, tuesday night a few people broke in to Calvary Baptist Church ( my church ) and stole some laptops, its not as big of a deal but its a big deal of invasion. It makes any member of my church feel a little bit violated.

this disgusts me. and then a week ago with the Von Maur Shooting that happend in mossouri, the mall that jordans cousins (whom i was just hanging out wit 2 weeks ago) shot and killed 9 people in the store. its amazing how many sick perverted people their are in this world. i ask for your prayers for these events, it really troubles me to the point where i lose sleep over it. i know alot of people suffering right now and we all just need a little comfort from your prayers.

OH YA were elves.. haha my dad sent me the link for elfyourself.com

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 19:34:47 GMT

no more english

i love making presents for my friends, jordans birthday is tomrorowww :-)

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 04:58:27 GMT

this is my christmas list this year ( i know im not getting the Ipod) haha this list was for my mom not for any of you haha ooooh

i just really dont want half that crap but my mom said i had to come up with at least 7 things, i just really wanna buy people lots of stuff and have them appriacte that. OH JORDANS 19 on friday :-)

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 20:54:50 GMT

SNOWBOARDING SOOON PLEASEEE?
im making bryan baker take me next time they go to alpine

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 19:24:03 GMT

i have the friggen weirdest dreams ever
when im on Nyquil-- and i say the weirdest
things when im on dayquil

and i love it hahaha
i want to illustrate my dreams

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 17:47:27 GMT

i decided that i wish i wrote more passionatly. party, my problem is that im just not very good with grammar and whatchamacallits. seriously! christmas is actually 26 days away and it scares me a bit, first off becuase i actually dont really want anything for christmas! i only want a gym membership. i want money though, just so i can buy people presents. i love spoiling my friends i just like to see them smile. ive got a sortive delema on my hands, jordans birthday is actually like a week away. frick. i have NO idea what to get him. im not trying the whole romantic thing becuase jordan doesnt appriacte that stuff.

this season just stresses me out, first off beucase of money, money is always an issue. i HAVE to finish that friggen mural. im getting paid like 10 bucks an hour and so far ive invested 9 hours in it, and i still have about 9 more to go! its huge, ill post pictures last about what ive painted so far. its very blah right now. Noodles and Company just seresses me out sometimes. ive worked about 15 hours so far and its okay! i love the food, i met a really nice girl that i talk to the whole time so it makes work go by quickly. and i work with her everytime.

tonight is GOC, i have an open mind, ususally i would say " oh its northridge, always showing off but lately i love it there! my bestfriends go there and i have a blast at their college group so im fully open to an experience about my Savior.

im still sick. i hope rachies job interview goes well! she needs the job and its like 2 minutes from her house it will save her lots of her time and money to not travel so freaking far!

2 more weeks of school. heck yes!

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 02:24:22 GMT

im so sick
i hate when im sick
becuase i cant even
sleep and im achey
and COOOOOLD.

WHY don't you have your phone on jordan?

i <3 my rachie haha
sooooooorrrry for only spending the night at your house for 6 hours haha

"sleeping with sombody sick, good thing both of us were sick becuase now were going to wake up with aids"

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 18:58:06 GMT

i just don't really like working
not yet im still nervous about the register

me and jordan are in love
im just really happy, i need to get
some d-stress nmeds or candles or somthing

jordans cousins have been in town they
left yesterday they're halairouss haha

i love days when im with the whole baker
family for over 12 hours and going out
to eat twice witht their family in 1 day

i really like pizza hut stuffed crust pizza

oh and i liked the snow yesterday
and i always seem to have to pee
the second after i paint my nails

gay i work 5-8 today ( not bad )
then im working out at lifetime
steam room yum yum :-)

PEACE

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 05:49:27 GMT

here we gooooo again!

I know you like the party, but the party never stops
well I know you
I know you
I know you

I know you want to be here so you just let go
and no one’s ever gonna tell you no
but I want to, cause I know you I know you

But you party on

-emery

good CD

hold fast my angel

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 21:24:20 GMT

the bakers family is cozy
i hope thanksgiving here goes well
ill try not to ruin it with my
smart ace remarks, i always end up
making fun of my sister on accident
and it always ends up wth people
crying and in their rooms pissed.

yeah, im really sweet.

im lame but seriously the littlest things get me out of wack it wont even be that good of a show i just love seeing jordan doing what he loves to do, i always am smiling when they're playing! i dont really care what you think about Good Luck Varisty, they are very successful, no their not signed to Adorable Records or Tooth and Nail, but they know how to be successful they dont just get lucky. Anyways all those boys have a wonderful heart and all put what they have into what they do, and thats to play music.

Goooo listen to their new song on their myspace its a Christmas Song

PS. might i just add im so thankful for my girls :-)seriously love them so much im such a changed person because of their hearts and im so thankful.

baby i love you too ( even if you do have a hairy face :-()

reminder: i need to finish that mural